Numb

I'm not really numb, but MAN I can not stop listening to this fucking song!

I was listening to the radio "last" night and this song came on...and through the bloodlust I was directing towards my Tekken3 game, I thought, this sounds like it could be a Linkin Park song... and sure enough, it was.

I fell in love with the track, and then realized it was in fact on my Linkin Park Meteora CD...the very last song, that I probably just never heard because I always stopped listening to the CD after "Faint"...

anyway I'm listening to the song...alot. I'm hooked.


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I have a concert to go to on Saturday...which I guess is technically tomorrow...I'm thrilled. One last concert before fall term kicks into high gear. God damn we start school alot later than the rest of the country.

So lay down....This isn't real

I'm falling apart today... I was actually in a great mood at the beginning of the day...for the first time ever, I woke up and I was happy. I won't say why though, it's so girly.
But I'm sick, and stressed about something and eventually it got the better of me...and now I'm just sleepy and it's only around 9:30...how ridiculous...

When you talk to someone everyday online, and then suddenly they're not there, it's weird I noticed... I talk to this person daily... and it seems after I pointed out we have the same conversation every day...he went poof, and I miss him, and I don't know if he's just busy, or if he actually doesn't want to talk to me specifically...I can't even call and ask, because...we talk online alot...and hang out a few times in a month...but never have spoken on the phone, so I don't know his number or anything. I think that really sucks. I also think it really sucks that I even care, but that's my fault.

I'm also sad that although I have a concert to go to tomorrow...I'm all cold and sickish and I probably will have a fever and either end up not going, or i'll be sitting down and missing out on all the good moshing action. ...I don't want that to happen.

...x_x...argh...I'm out of it.