So lay down....This isn't real
Sep. 26th, 2003 09:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
violueI'm falling apart today... I was actually in a great mood at the beginning of the day...for the first time ever, I woke up and I was happy. I won't say why though, it's so girly.
But I'm sick, and stressed about something and eventually it got the better of me...and now I'm just sleepy and it's only around 9:30...how ridiculous...
When you talk to someone everyday online, and then suddenly they're not there, it's weird I noticed... I talk to this person daily... and it seems after I pointed out we have the same conversation every day...he went poof, and I miss him, and I don't know if he's just busy, or if he actually doesn't want to talk to me specifically...I can't even call and ask, because...we talk online alot...and hang out a few times in a month...but never have spoken on the phone, so I don't know his number or anything. I think that really sucks. I also think it really sucks that I even care, but that's my fault.
I'm also sad that although I have a concert to go to tomorrow...I'm all cold and sickish and I probably will have a fever and either end up not going, or i'll be sitting down and missing out on all the good moshing action. ...I don't want that to happen.
...x_x...argh...I'm out of it.
But I'm sick, and stressed about something and eventually it got the better of me...and now I'm just sleepy and it's only around 9:30...how ridiculous...
When you talk to someone everyday online, and then suddenly they're not there, it's weird I noticed... I talk to this person daily... and it seems after I pointed out we have the same conversation every day...he went poof, and I miss him, and I don't know if he's just busy, or if he actually doesn't want to talk to me specifically...I can't even call and ask, because...we talk online alot...and hang out a few times in a month...but never have spoken on the phone, so I don't know his number or anything. I think that really sucks. I also think it really sucks that I even care, but that's my fault.
I'm also sad that although I have a concert to go to tomorrow...I'm all cold and sickish and I probably will have a fever and either end up not going, or i'll be sitting down and missing out on all the good moshing action. ...I don't want that to happen.
...x_x...argh...I'm out of it.
