..another post

[violue]

So there's this problem I have with loud thuds... on those rare and scary occasions when my brother has an epileptic seizure...he tends to fall...usually out of his chair, because he's usually on the computer when it happens. (well... its always a screen at least) ...and then there's this loud thud cause he's a big guy and all... So pretty much everytime I hear a loud thud from downstairs, I'll get up and rush out of my room...walk to the top of the stairs, and listen... minus once last year...I always hear typing...so I know he's fine... then I wonder absentmindedly what the thud really was, and wander back to my room. The last couple of times he's had a seizure I actually havent been around... the last one he had when nobody was even home... so it's good nothing bad happened to him...cause i dont think anyone was back for a few hours... then the one before that happened a while back when he was still in college a year+ ago... 2.2 he was using his gameboy at school and had one... and the one before that was the one where the loud thud really was him.

That said, I tend to panic when I hear that noise.

So a couple of hours ago... long after ronnie and i were done with the being mad, and i'd made a rather delicious pan of enchiladas that the entire family found edible...(shock)... I heard this loud thud. ... Had this delayed reaction and then did the running out of my room thing and said "what was that?" loudly... then my mom came out of her room and said the exact same thing... then I realized I could hear weird sort of distressed groany noises coming from ronnie's room... so naturally I freaked out... he fell... I think he fell on his space heater...or knocked it over when he fell (wasnt on or anything like that) ... but him and the heater were sort of blocking the door...which made me panic more... and... I mean clearly he hasnt ever died or anything from a seizure...or almost died... but I mean I always freak out...and I couldn't push the god damn door open so that was making it worse... :| then I got in and I think I was turning him over and going "ronnie? ronnie!!" ...which I don't know why I did that... he can't really understand me whilst seizing... it's sort of like a nap. except his eyes arent always closed and he throws up, and then later his muscles her alot. ...so it's not really like a nap...

my mom was totally calm though... I guess she knows it'll pass and he'll be fine... but it takes me alot longer to calm down... cause I mean he's on the floor... and unconscious and all...

...there was some vomitting... x_x ewwww... at one point...he wasnt really awake but he slightly projectile vomitted and almost got me o_o; s' kind of gross... but some how lightened my mood o_O;;

well until I could smell it and then see it and all and then I got sick and had to run off... vomit party :<

anyway...hes resting now...with the damn TV on @___@;; that cant be good.

Im going to punch him tomorrow though... I mean...he was upset from the moment he got up... until...probably 2 or 3 this afternoon...so there's that stress in his brain... and then he SAID he'd been having lil blackouts at the computer so he was going to get off... except then he was using it the entire time I was cooking -_-;; then he went in his room and played Disgaea and ...well we know what happened next.


-- well. im glad I got that out. x_x. thanks for reading.

<3 doma
:[ im going to have to take his TV away. and his computer. and his gameboy.

Comments

[sepuki.livejournal.com]

I never even knew that Ryusie was an epilectic! o.o

*helps remove the screens from his ownership xp*

[konekoryu.livejournal.com]

LIKE HELL YOU'LL TOUCH MY GAMES!!!!