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[violue]

my brother seemed really upset this morning, and i didnt know why, so I looked in his livejournal to see if he made a post about it...then i read that...then realized i hadnt read his in a while, so I was reading to see what he's been I dunno posting about the last several weeks...

anyway, I found this...i know its a month old...but it really hurt my feelings... i get him being mad... because although i'd like to think i only snap at him when he isn't listening to me when I 'ask' to be left alone... I have vague recollections of me snapping at him before he had a chance to...and I probably didn't apologize. Guess it freaked me out that he'd been sitting downstairs thinking about how much he wanted to yell at me, and how sick of me he was, while I was in my room probably sulking or crying or something. I can't remember what happened that day. Well i know what happened i think that night that got me upset... but according to the entry, it was just barely the 21st...like midnighty... anyway...

i like went to his room and yelled at him x_x; and he got really mad and started um "yelling obscenities" ...which he doesn't really ever do.. usually he just...does everything HARDER...like walking = stomping, putting stuff down = slamming stuff down...

he was like breathing violently and i thought he was going to get so upset that he was going to have a seizure or something... and... well im upset all the time...so whatever...but he's not... and i felt bad.... so I decided I would try to figure out how HE was feeling... X-x; and then i think maybe i helped a little bit... okay i hope i did... cause im not a very helpful sister... I suck.


I'm having a bad weekend o___O;; jeez. maybe i shouldnt talk to anyone until im not all emotionally unstable...


So...see you guys next year...

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[mandyannsinn.livejournal.com]

wow youre just like my sister. I totally know how your brother feels. we had a fight just like that a few months ago. like our mom brought pre-made salads home and she grabbed one and I said "oh yeah take the good one" and she just flipped out and slammed it on the counter and said "just fucking take it then" and like I was just playin with her and she freaked out so I told her "why dont you go take your fuckin pills cuz youre starting to turn" and she stomped to her room and stayed there for like 3days and wouldnt talk to me. Like my sis is totally emotionally unstable. but Ive come to realize thats just they way the cookie crumbles. I love my sis regardless even thought its hard to deal with her sometimes. and Im sure your brother prolly feels the same way about you. anywho just thought I would share my story with you...its good to know that Im not the only one with a relationship like this with a sibling :D