my day thus far

[violue]

I woke up this morning, and started crying, because I realized/remembered something that hurt me alot. That I've always been in love with a man who doesn't exist. Maybe love is a strong word...I guess I wouldn't want to use that word on someone who doesn't "deserve" it. The truth hurts. ...anyway, i've been sick since friday morning, and I had to sort of..."expectorate" ... and since I hadnt eaten since 4 o clock the previous day...oO; it was all...stomach acid and mucus.
...Being sick is a great diet. Really.
...okay ironically i had to step away to go throw up again...

Enjoy the word picture, folks.


... I'm feeling really sorry for myself... I have been all day. self pity is sickening.

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[bluedevil-angel.livejournal.com]

ITs funny self pity is sickening. However being sick feeds off self pity. Its a nice little combo.

I hope you feel better :(