Drugged

[violue]

...Meanwhile, I wrote this a bit ago...I'm uh...not sure why...or how it really pertains to anything I've personally experienced...since it ...well DOESN'T... (you'll see what I mean...) and... it doesn't have the right flow...but uh...I'm posting it just the same.

I want it to hurt
When you look at me
I want your eyes
To make me scream and bleed
INSIDE

I've got all this rage
Beneath my feet
It cuts like glass
The agony's so sweet
INSIDE

I'm flying on the wings
Of a snow white angel
Grainy like sand
Slips through my hand
And I...
Breathe it in...

I want it to hurt
When you look at me
I want your eyes
To make me scream and bleed
INSIDE

I'm flying on a high
That quakes me in my core
That shakes me on the inside
Till I'm begging for more
INSIDE

As I eviscerate and obliterate
I'll commiserate myself
I'm on the edge of hell
And I love it
Like I love my pain...
(I'm so insane
--inside)

I've got all this rage
Beneath my shredded feet
It cuts into me like glass
But the agony's so sweet
INSIDE

I want the pain
Flow through my veins
Just rock my brains
Till I'm insane--
INSIDE

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...can I write a song about being on drugs if I've never done drugs?