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Feb. 7th, 2004 03:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
violue... Hmmm I've crashed and burned alot with guys since the year began, one by, finally getting certain things off my chest, one by one being rather let down. :) Including today... moooore rejection.
But, it's kind of okay. It's kind of like I don't have to worry about it anymore in a way. Because until I go and GET rejected or whatever XP I can't exactly put silly things behind me, can I. So I can feel sad now, but I can get over it and move on to the next string of completely foundationless crushes on people that are wrong for me o___O;;
Of course this feeling of being at the bottom of the pit stretches to more than just the tiresome subject of males... but that's pretty obvious from entries about friendships and such.
I feel lower than I've felt in a while, yet I've never felt so optimistic at the same time.
How weird is that.
But, it's kind of okay. It's kind of like I don't have to worry about it anymore in a way. Because until I go and GET rejected or whatever XP I can't exactly put silly things behind me, can I. So I can feel sad now, but I can get over it and move on to the next string of completely foundationless crushes on people that are wrong for me o___O;;
Of course this feeling of being at the bottom of the pit stretches to more than just the tiresome subject of males... but that's pretty obvious from entries about friendships and such.
I feel lower than I've felt in a while, yet I've never felt so optimistic at the same time.
How weird is that.
