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well i spent a good 9 hours throwing out shit from my room...but there's still soooo much stuff ...I'm a packrat, it's completely genetic, my grandparents had rooms of stuff they don't use. ...I shouldn't have done this while watching TV though...because... I didnt even clean my whole room...and really I was doing about 2 hours worth of work...but the TV...and my frequent...stopping to read things made it take muuuuuch longer. Oh well. I was just going to spend the day lying in bed anyway.

Im feeling a bit...okay the past few days...still not "good" but...okay... but still not quite ready to face my life... then again the things i don't want to face will just vanish if I ignore them long enough in this case... anyway...yeah.