La, la, la...

ahhh it's Valentine's Day... I always hate this day because of the lonely factor... but... I don't care so much this year. :D could be that I have a cooooncert I get to go to... <3 Linkin Park. ...o_o; I hope Chester doesn't still have bronchitis @_O; that would slaaaaay me....


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;_;... the WB is cancelling Angel...why they always cancel Buffyverse shows in the fith season? What up wit dat? O_o; ... I wonder if they'll do a spinoff...or the proposed TV movies... ...

....They should have a Spike spin-off. I'd watch that. Hell yes. I mean sure, James Marsters is in his 40's...but it's SPIKE...oO; come on.

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I didn't do anything today. I just mostly watched TV, even though I'd gotten completely dressed and had plenty of time to go out and do -something-, even just go to the library... and I didn't do anything. Not even homework, which would have been considerably wise of me to do, but of course, I'm not known for my wisdom, am I?
...

...Wait am I?

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Filth

so... no one's seen most of the shitty songs that I've written, but sometimes they all seem exactly the same... I don't even mean the formula I chose to write them in, I mean the subject matter itself is always sort of this vague broken-heartedness. So I'm trying really hard to write different things, even if I have to step outside anything I've experienced, create a sort of alter ego, and write things from her perspective.
...I had a totally different idea for this one...x_X; but it accidentally went somwhere different...oO; maybe I'll like...do the one I meant to do later......wow this is alot of pre-ranting.
...anyway here's one for the uh... expiremental category


Take a bite
Forbidden fruit
Look in my eyes
Until you're through

(We're locking hands
Locking arms
We're locking bodies
In the dark)

When we fly
Under sheets
Make me die
From the heat

(We're locking voices
Locking cries
We're locked in battle
In the night)

Take me down
Take me under
Take me down
Take me further

further, further, further, further down

Take me down
(when we fly)
Take me under
(under sheets)
Take me down
(make me die)
Take me further
(from the heat)

Until
We're
Unlocked



--the always disturbed doma