Vampire Champion

o.o I watched Angel tonight... that Lawson guy was really hot... am I wrong? O-o; am I demented, or was he really hot in a "I could do emo" kind of way. Especially that part where he gets sired. Gwrrrrrrr. ((<---- I'm a sick sick little girl))

The episode made me feel sad at the end ...o.O; cause like...the guy was a vampire, but like, not even enjoying the evil...apparently cause he got bit by a vampire with a soul...or something like that... I was kinda confused on that part... but still.. it was sad when Angel dusted him...o_o; ;_;

...I was really down right up until I saw the preview for next week's episode.

Angel. Vampire Puppet. Angry puppet angel wrestling with Spike. Need I say more? I almost choked to death laughing.

Drugged

...Meanwhile, I wrote this a bit ago...I'm uh...not sure why...or how it really pertains to anything I've personally experienced...since it ...well DOESN'T... (you'll see what I mean...) and... it doesn't have the right flow...but uh...I'm posting it just the same.

I want it to hurt
When you look at me
I want your eyes
To make me scream and bleed
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I've got all this rage
Beneath my feet
It cuts like glass
The agony's so sweet
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I'm flying on the wings
Of a snow white angel
Grainy like sand
Slips through my hand
And I...
Breathe it in...

I want it to hurt
When you look at me
I want your eyes
To make me scream and bleed
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I'm flying on a high
That quakes me in my core
That shakes me on the inside
Till I'm begging for more
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As I eviscerate and obliterate
I'll commiserate myself
I'm on the edge of hell
And I love it
Like I love my pain...
(I'm so insane
--inside)

I've got all this rage
Beneath my shredded feet
It cuts into me like glass
But the agony's so sweet
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I want the pain
Flow through my veins
Just rock my brains
Till I'm insane--
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...can I write a song about being on drugs if I've never done drugs?