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Congratulations!
Your kinky sex score was 181!

Here is the chart so that you can see how you are rated:

Under 100 You need to lighten up and live a little!
100 to 200 You have an average sex drive in need of kink.
201 to 300 You have sweet hints of a kinky nature.
300 to 400 You are definitely a kinky player.
400 to 500 You are a major league kinkster!
500 or more Wow! You're too kinky for most!!!
600 or more SUPER FREAK ALERT! You da BOMB!




...o_o I swear I thought I was kinkier than that...

(no subject)

[ The Perfect Guy Survey ]
1. Hair color? Black... :D Crispin Glover style. ...bwee..
2. Eye color? Blue...black hair and blue eyes always freaks me out in a good way.
3. Height? :D taller than me? Oooo like six feet tall... bweee
4. Six pack? uhh.. I dont know. im soft and pudgy so muscles uh...intimidate me.
5. Long or short hair? :D well... I said crispin glover style...but long black hair is cool in a uh...Lacuna Coil kind of way... still im such a sucker for that black eye length hair thing....gwwwrrrrrr
6. Glasses? o.o I dunno. With some guys it's uber-hot.... ((did I really say uber-hot))
7. Piercings? :) sure.
8. Scars? hehe maybe a character scar or too. Not any freaky jagged ones across an eye though.
9. Eyebrows? o_o... uh... as long as their non Gaav-brows...
10. Big butt or little? o_o; I never pay attention to a guy's ass anyway
11. Chest hair? naw XD
12. Buff or skinny? :D middlegroud.
13. Straight teeth, gap, or braces? 0o; uh... regular ol' teeth i guess
14. Funny or serious? both. O-o I want BOTH.
15. Party or stay at home? hehe also both.
16. Should he cook or bake? Cook ... :D
17. Should he have a best friend? o.o 'course
18. Should he have a lot of girlfriends? 0o;; uhh.. i...dont know...
19. Outgoing or shy? outgoing-ish :)
20. Sarcastic or sincere? a cautious mix of the two
21. Should he love his mother? Of course.
22. Should he watch chick flicks? 0o;...no...
23. Would he be a smoker? o_o; EVERYONE is a smoker
24. Would he drink? sometimes
25. Would he swear? =d I hope so
26. Would he play with your hair? o_o. no.
27. One or more girls at one time? Nooooooo.
28. Would he pay for dates? (keeps Doramajoo's answer) Considering he would be rich, hell yes.
29. Does he kiss on the first date? hehe if it was in the moment
30. Where would you go to dinner? ummm one of those fancy places with no prices on the menu.
31. Would he bring you flowers? 0o; uhh...I...don't...know... :D sure.
32. Would he lay under the stars with you? ...heheheh among other things
33. Would he write poetry about you? 0o;...prooobably not
34. Would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby? *twitch*
35. Would he hang out with you and your friends? o_o; naaaah...maybe
36. Would you hang out with him and his friends? :D yes
37. Will he walk you to the door at the end? Hmmm o_o; sure what the hell.
38. Holding hands? as long as it wasnt really hot out o_O. ...hand sweat. XP
39. Soccer? :D yes
40. Baseball? o_o no
41. Basketball? even more no
42. Football? a whole world of no
43. Waterpolo? o_o...wtf is waterpolo
44. Surf? 0o; nah
45. Skateboard? yes <3
46. Snowboard? naaah
47. Sing? --yes--
48. Play guitar? another --yes--
49. Play piano? o.o ooo thatd be neat
50. Play drums? 0o; nah
51. Clean his room? somewhat :)
52. Paint, draw, sculpt? :D yes, yes, ...oO; no
53. Writes his own music? o-o; maybe
54. Use the word dude? sure :)
55. Use the word tight? @___o...if he must
56. Would he watch the sunrise with you? Hahaha he'd be the only one awake
57. What kind of car does he drive? as long as it isnt a big truck with fucking deer antlers mounted on the front, I don't care :)
58. How old is he? a few years older than me o.o
59. What's his name? Oooooh what's a good name... i always liked the name Darphiel.. but that was a character I made up... something with a classic..goth kind of appeal. nothing too trendy



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Hehe that was a fun survey. o_O Day dreaming goodness.

(no subject)

... Hmmm I've crashed and burned alot with guys since the year began, one by, finally getting certain things off my chest, one by one being rather let down. :) Including today... moooore rejection.

But, it's kind of okay. It's kind of like I don't have to worry about it anymore in a way. Because until I go and GET rejected or whatever XP I can't exactly put silly things behind me, can I. So I can feel sad now, but I can get over it and move on to the next string of completely foundationless crushes on people that are wrong for me o___O;;

Of course this feeling of being at the bottom of the pit stretches to more than just the tiresome subject of males... but that's pretty obvious from entries about friendships and such.

I feel lower than I've felt in a while, yet I've never felt so optimistic at the same time.

How weird is that.