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violueI went to the store just now...it's fucking creepy outside. it's dark and foggy and there's almost no working streetlights on my street, and I was convinced someone was going to kill me or something...but im alive nonetheless.
this is the dumbest thing... I told my brother I was going to get off the computer at 10:30 instead of 10...and for some reason. I guess cause I'm fucking stupid, I thought he'd be ok with it...then he got pissed off at me... and I guess I was rattled from my little walk...cause I just didnt react well..and all I could do was stand in one place and stare in one place because thats about all I can do...cause if I try and say something to him I might just freak out and start crying, and I obviously don't wish to burst into tears just because I'm an emotional lil git.
... my mom's going away for a few days.
that leaves me and ronnie...for four days...
Start placing bets as to whether or not I snap for some small reason and just flip out and scare the shit out of him.
this is the dumbest thing... I told my brother I was going to get off the computer at 10:30 instead of 10...and for some reason. I guess cause I'm fucking stupid, I thought he'd be ok with it...then he got pissed off at me... and I guess I was rattled from my little walk...cause I just didnt react well..and all I could do was stand in one place and stare in one place because thats about all I can do...cause if I try and say something to him I might just freak out and start crying, and I obviously don't wish to burst into tears just because I'm an emotional lil git.
... my mom's going away for a few days.
that leaves me and ronnie...for four days...
Start placing bets as to whether or not I snap for some small reason and just flip out and scare the shit out of him.
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Date: 2003-11-13 09:24 am (UTC).....This is where you can practice your play dead technique! Just lay there and pretend like your dead and then they wont bother you anymore right?
I place my bets that you'll freak at your brother. Mine and I could never be together for that long. He would pretend to be my mom and try to control everything!! So I would have to go Psycho girly on him.