Hey violue! Today I was just thinking, "hey, I haven't talked to violue in a while, I'm gonna say hi." And then I decided to creep and look at all of your posts from the past few months.
I just want to say that I'm sorry you have to go through all of that. I can't say I can relate - I've never been in a serious relationship so I don't know how it feels to be broken up with. But I want you to know that I'm here for you and even though I might be a little...okay, completely...naive in the world of romance, I know that there's absolutely nothing more depressing than feeling alone, whether it be from a breakup, losing a parent, losing a friend, losing a pet, or whatever else you want to throw into that equation.
You shouldn't feel like you're worthless or a horrible person. You're so smart and sweet and beautiful and you deserve to treat yourself so much better. I'm no expert and it's pretty hypocritical of me because when some bad things happened to my mom I threw a complete shit fit but try and focus on your goals for the future rather than staying in the now and moping. First of all, try to relax - I think going for a walk on a trail where there are little to no people is a great way to do that but you might prefer other things. And try to get out of the house and find other things to focus on other than yourself.
I love you and you're such a great person. I know I'm a wee little 18 year old who knows nothing about what you're going through but regardless, I'm here for you if you need a friend to talk to. :)
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Date: 2009-11-21 12:11 am (UTC)I just want to say that I'm sorry you have to go through all of that. I can't say I can relate - I've never been in a serious relationship so I don't know how it feels to be broken up with. But I want you to know that I'm here for you and even though I might be a little...okay, completely...naive in the world of romance, I know that there's absolutely nothing more depressing than feeling alone, whether it be from a breakup, losing a parent, losing a friend, losing a pet, or whatever else you want to throw into that equation.
You shouldn't feel like you're worthless or a horrible person. You're so smart and sweet and beautiful and you deserve to treat yourself so much better. I'm no expert and it's pretty hypocritical of me because when some bad things happened to my mom I threw a complete shit fit but try and focus on your goals for the future rather than staying in the now and moping. First of all, try to relax - I think going for a walk on a trail where there are little to no people is a great way to do that but you might prefer other things. And try to get out of the house and find other things to focus on other than yourself.
I love you and you're such a great person. I know I'm a wee little 18 year old who knows nothing about what you're going through but regardless, I'm here for you if you need a friend to talk to. :)
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Date: 2009-11-21 09:47 pm (UTC)