Dominique VS the Portfolio

[violue]

So I think I've put a finger on why I've been so skeptical about whether or not I'll get into the second year of the Graphic Design program.
I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!
I've examined the work I have carefully, and there's no two ways around it. The stuff simply isn't good enough. Everything I've done lacks real imagination(funny concept..."real imagination"), lacks design sense, and lacks quality in the craftmanship.

So I -finally- (6 months later than most people) started really thinking about my portfolio.  I redid one assignment...because the original was all smeary and bent and such...
...I hate it ;_;...I mean I can redo it...it's just a drawing, not much materials needed, yadda, it's just that...what if everything I do is going to be invariably "sucky"?

...Oh well. Guess I'm not in a big hurry, really. I can always try again in another year...I'm calm. The headaches and armaches will subside as soon as my nervous system gets the message that I'm calm.

 

o_o; fuck. Do you people see where the path of procrastination leads?

Comments

[spacinspazz.livejournal.com]

LOL! well at least you tried to do one of your assignments over... Me? I still have to do some type and... Shit.. I havnt even started on that shit. but i got some pointers for what they are looking for. Strong stuff. Stuff that stands out from others... Simple things. Imagination is always a good thing, but not always nessicary.

Just try. You may be suprised that you get to get in... Just cuz there arn't that many applin this round. *shruggs* I hope that we both get in. *crosses fingers*

So How was archery? heh..heh..heh.. *evil laugh*

Oh and i got all my stupid stylesheets done... UG!

[violue.livejournal.com]

:( archery got rained out 30 minutes in...

[bluedevil-angel.livejournal.com]

Where it leads? Hell I'm trying to figure out where it came from.

[violue.livejournal.com]

XP hehehehehehe good one

[spacinspazz.livejournal.com]

aww damn. that bites the big one. So how was trying to shoot in your corset? Fun? Sounds like it.. heh

[violue.livejournal.com]

Oh that was fine...
Plus it turns out that wearing the platform boots improved my shooting o_O; how sad is that

[spacinspazz.livejournal.com]

As the Peanut gallery laughs hysterically. Heh....