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[violue]

I'm a different girl right now. I spent nearly half a day with and old friend, and I feel like a totally different person. Wise, and full of thought, compassion, understanding. Yet I'm cursed with the knowledge that as I walk up the stairs to my bedroom, before my bed even hits my pillow, she will be gone, and I will wake insecure, and thinking all the wrong things.

She does not panic, as she is above obsessing. She knows better.

Knowing that I have this person inside, that this is someone i can be makes me feel strong, and beautiful, and smart. But I know that this too shall subside, until I become this person I think I'm meant to be.


but thanks to the friend, for the best day i've had...in a really long time.

Comments

[andricus.livejournal.com]

I hope you have a really good day today too!

And if you feel yourself starting to panic/obsess take a deep breath and say in your mind, or outloud that you are strong, you are beautiful and you are smart. Doing that a whole lot will boost your self confidence. It sounds silly, but I can almost guarantee it works ^<^

You are strong, you are beautiful, and you are smart!
Have a great day!

[violue.livejournal.com]

:) You're a prince, Drewsie.

Totally!!

[spacinspazz.livejournal.com]

oh my .. yeah...... umm yeah Ryan likes you... lol as a kewlie friend. heh. but really.. went out with friends? who who??!! spill some details! bah! why should she leave? (the confidant one) why should she even think about doing so?...

so i am glad you had a happy day, and may they happen more often than not! God Forbid Dom not bein happy.. Fuck. the whole world just might be in total chaos... sorry i am ranting.. when i should write.. lol i leave now..

oh and how is the art? *snicker*