I'm um. I'm apologizing...

[violue]

So um.. two uh..anonymous people that I endlessly whine about have stumbled into my miserable little livejournal, and they're angry. At first I was totally vigilant or whatever, like "I'm not going to apologize for broadcasting how I feel" ... but after a little talk with one of them, I AM going to apologize for HOW I broadcasted it.

Me posting things I considered to be random details, names, places, faces, (okay not faces), isn't harmless ranting. It's finger pointing. It's not just me saying "im upset with some people I know, and here's why"...I'm giving out too much information...

Part of my problem has been people talking about me when I'm not around to defend myself... but if I'm saying "they did this this and this" and saying EXACTLY who it was, I'm doing the same thing I don't want done to me.

It seems too much like I'm going out of my way to make 'strangers' (some of you arent strangers at all) dislike these people that I call friends, and believe it or not, that's not what I'm aiming for.


o_O I was aiming for pity :)



So in the future, I can't say I won't complain, but at least I'll be more vague.
o.O; and while I'm at it, I might advise some of you to do the same.


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So yeah.
Look everyone!

I went over another hurdle on my road to be a more undersdtanding and good person!

I'll wait patiently for your applause.

Comments

[bluedevil-angel.livejournal.com]

Why can't you just post what you want to post in your journal? Its your journal right?

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[violue.livejournal.com]

well yeah but its not like its some tattered old journal under my bed...x.x; I have to remember that people are reading all this :-=

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[andricus.livejournal.com]

It's your livejournal, I think you have every reason
to say whatever you want. Even if it's for pity. ^<^
Spooky's said stuff on hers I wish she hadn't, but in
the end, it is HER livejournal, it's a place to
express whatever you want to. Even if it's the
ramblings of a deranged FF6 chacter ^<^

[power-trippin.livejournal.com]

How the hell did becky and shayne find your LJ? hehe well im going to know who your talking about anyways, cause i know these people from school.

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[violue.livejournal.com]

well they must have been looking for it I guess :D I didn't get a chance to ask