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My brain keeps blipping in and out of focus. It's driving me nuts. It's been doing this for over four hours now, and I'm only just now feeling tired, so it wasn't that.

I feel queasy now too.

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Actually I think I figured it out.
I just had this random obscure suicidal thought...then it dawned on me. Zoloft. I kinda ran out a couple days ago, and I'm a lazy ass and haven't gotten a refill. That might explain the fucked-upness in my brain, and the nosedive into the extreme pity-party.

I randomly got upset about all KIIIINDS of shit in the span of 3 minutes, including: Rebecca, Zachariah, Septime, and the late great wolfie Dave Wilson (I miss him)