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Mar. 8th, 2006 03:56 pmIt's 4pm, and I'm awake.
This is odd because I'm not normally awake at four...
Right? It started with me sleeping from about 10am to 7pm everyday... o_O; and suddenly it's more like 2pm to 11pm...
...and now it's four...so am I going to wake up at 1am? Well. Ok I wont fall asleep right away anyway. I can be completely exhausted and taking sleep aids and still take over an hour to pass out....
I think I'm getting close to done with this whole thing where I spend all my time either asleep or watching my tv while playing on my computer ALL day... Not just because I'm developing some severe soreness in my arms... but it's fucking boring.
I'm not saying I want to get out and have a life, just to be clear. But I could at least play video games or something...I've got a few various archaic VGsystems sitting around... I could read the piles of books I keep checking out of the library... I could draw with all the art supplies I made sure to buy before I ran out of cash... ....I could at least clean my room so my whole hermit thing is less gross...
... then maybe after I do all that I could maybe get a job, move out, and get a life.... but baby steps...
...Wait, it's Wednesday isn't it....that means Shayne was supposed to return my digital camera...damnit. Ok now I'm really typing my entire thought train here so maybe I should just post this and disconnect from the internet...
Oh, also...I noticed I NEVER read my LJ friends page anymore...so I browsed some journals and stuff...when did everyone get so god damn depressed? I'll just assume it's the winter, and that said depressiveness will be waning anytime now..
This is odd because I'm not normally awake at four...
Right? It started with me sleeping from about 10am to 7pm everyday... o_O; and suddenly it's more like 2pm to 11pm...
...and now it's four...so am I going to wake up at 1am? Well. Ok I wont fall asleep right away anyway. I can be completely exhausted and taking sleep aids and still take over an hour to pass out....
I think I'm getting close to done with this whole thing where I spend all my time either asleep or watching my tv while playing on my computer ALL day... Not just because I'm developing some severe soreness in my arms... but it's fucking boring.
I'm not saying I want to get out and have a life, just to be clear. But I could at least play video games or something...I've got a few various archaic VGsystems sitting around... I could read the piles of books I keep checking out of the library... I could draw with all the art supplies I made sure to buy before I ran out of cash... ....I could at least clean my room so my whole hermit thing is less gross...
... then maybe after I do all that I could maybe get a job, move out, and get a life.... but baby steps...
...Wait, it's Wednesday isn't it....that means Shayne was supposed to return my digital camera...damnit. Ok now I'm really typing my entire thought train here so maybe I should just post this and disconnect from the internet...
Oh, also...I noticed I NEVER read my LJ friends page anymore...so I browsed some journals and stuff...when did everyone get so god damn depressed? I'll just assume it's the winter, and that said depressiveness will be waning anytime now..
