2005-04-21

violue: (Default)
2005-04-21 07:28 am

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im having a bad morning.
i had a bad night.
you know because something is punishing me for being a bad friend and all. its saying "you abandon people, you stupod bitch, so youre going to be abandoned when you need someone"
this is why i dont like people anymore
too much fucking troible
i have to get out of bed and leave and go to school, and for some reason im angry about that.
makes sense though...the night before last i was comfortable and happy-ish... and then of course twelve hours later...it wasnt even that many hours later, it was all ruined...and 24 hours later it was worse.. and now i want out