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Boy am I all over the map today.
Crying, cranky, yadda, yadda... tried not to let it affect my judgement when I was on the eugenecommunity journal though... if I had there'd be like 5 people who'd no longer have posting access XD... but I hate mods that do that, so I'm going to try and not do that, unless i have a really strong reason.... someone posted a picture of someone punting a baby...i love that gif. heheheh.

...Fuck. so yeah. my mom's friend died this morning. David Cochran(might have spelled the last name wrong) ...theyve known each other for most of the time that we've been in eugene... but...David had HIV...and the medicene he was taking gave him fucking liver damage, and with no immune system to fight it...well...you do the math. But it was getting really bad for him this last week... he was in a hospital bed that had been brought to his home... and he couldnt move much or talk anymore...so he was having alot of trouble communicating... his family was there...and... they were all there basically waiting for him to die...which seems wrong and morbid, but that was really all that was left... it's so fucking fucked up. it really is. I hope my mom's okay... she was really wrecked after she saw him a few days ago... and yesterday...but today she seemed a little better... im guessing part of it was that she had a trip to california coming up... probably a good distraction to have...

okay im done babbling