Dominique VS the Portfolio

So I think I've put a finger on why I've been so skeptical about whether or not I'll get into the second year of the Graphic Design program.
I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!
I've examined the work I have carefully, and there's no two ways around it. The stuff simply isn't good enough. Everything I've done lacks real imagination(funny concept..."real imagination"), lacks design sense, and lacks quality in the craftmanship.

So I -finally- (6 months later than most people) started really thinking about my portfolio.  I redid one assignment...because the original was all smeary and bent and such...
...I hate it ;_;...I mean I can redo it...it's just a drawing, not much materials needed, yadda, it's just that...what if everything I do is going to be invariably "sucky"?

...Oh well. Guess I'm not in a big hurry, really. I can always try again in another year...I'm calm. The headaches and armaches will subside as soon as my nervous system gets the message that I'm calm.

 

o_o; fuck. Do you people see where the path of procrastination leads?