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x-x my brother had a seizure today... cept he wasn't at home this time... and I got a call from the hospital asking to speak to my mom, and I asked what it was about, and they only said it was about 'her son', and they wouldn't freaking tell me anything... I said I was his sister, and that did no good, so I asked if he was okay, and the woman was like "MA'AM" ... like it was violating some policy to say "yes he's okay" ... I guess it could've been.

Still. She pissed me off. Do hospitals normally use sensationalistic tactics to inform families or what?

But my brother's okay. He's sleeping now. ...actually I'm gonna wake him up and ask him if he's going to the Henry Rollins thing tonight...he already has a ticket... it'd be too bad if he couldnt go. ...He probably shouldn't though.


...but I've got other shit on my mind, and it's all like.. fighting for a space at the front of my thoughts. ... i had this kind of emotional night last night...with a person... and like...I feel that things ended badly, except they didn't, so I don't know why I feel like this. It's just a really strong feeling in my body... @_o;;

I might just be projecting. Maybe I'm just rattled so I'm thinking the other person is, and hence creating random animosity that simply is not there.


...o_O maybe I should go get ready to leave.