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I'm a different girl right now. I spent nearly half a day with and old friend, and I feel like a totally different person. Wise, and full of thought, compassion, understanding. Yet I'm cursed with the knowledge that as I walk up the stairs to my bedroom, before my bed even hits my pillow, she will be gone, and I will wake insecure, and thinking all the wrong things.

She does not panic, as she is above obsessing. She knows better.

Knowing that I have this person inside, that this is someone i can be makes me feel strong, and beautiful, and smart. But I know that this too shall subside, until I become this person I think I'm meant to be.


but thanks to the friend, for the best day i've had...in a really long time.