tuesday blues
i slept for a normal amount of hours!
but it doesn't matter! because I'm still tired! and I had nightmares! and I still woke up in a bad mood!
...although thankfully not as bad as last night... it's beyond me to bother saying why, but I actually managed to burst into tears at some point. People just frustrate me to the edge. Especially -that- man...argh...that confusing, confusing man. >_< that stupid man. That "i probably shouldnt hate him for being human" man.
... I don't really want to leave and go to art class. I don't want to go out in that big world... because that world has been playing with me this month and I don't want to find out what ELSE is going to happen. oh well... o_O nothing will get better if I hide in my room watching TV...
but it doesn't matter! because I'm still tired! and I had nightmares! and I still woke up in a bad mood!
...although thankfully not as bad as last night... it's beyond me to bother saying why, but I actually managed to burst into tears at some point. People just frustrate me to the edge. Especially -that- man...argh...that confusing, confusing man. >_< that stupid man. That "i probably shouldnt hate him for being human" man.
... I don't really want to leave and go to art class. I don't want to go out in that big world... because that world has been playing with me this month and I don't want to find out what ELSE is going to happen. oh well... o_O nothing will get better if I hide in my room watching TV...