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Jan. 30th, 2004 06:04 pmmaybe this one's my fault...
at lunch today I sat with the infamous friends, or rather they sat with me, I got there first. I had my eyes closed and they thudded their belongings onto the table to give announcement of their arrival I guess. Like a minute or two after they sat down, "B" suddenly asked "So who was that girl were you with at Taco Time last night?" ((haha, that'd be you, MissSpazz)).. o.O; I'm sure she was just curious...we all get curious of random unfamiliar people...and I'm sure it's just terrifying to see me with a stranger at ol' taco time.
But it was kind of creepy oO; I felt a TAD interrogated. Just a tad. Really. So I gave a short explanation, and B said something about me being forbidden to associate with other people...which you know, was a joke, but it had that creepy "how much of a joke was it really" undertone that seems to come about at bad times. Blah.
¬__¬ apparently when she saw me come in, B said "Oh look, Dominique made a friend" to her coworker... oo;; in that uh... "what a shock sort of way"
Aha for your information, B, Spazz and I are DEADLY ENEMIES!
...But that awkwardness aside...
apparently B and her co-workers were also talking about my ASS earlier that day...
Yeah. my ass, my actual ass. Thaaat's a tad creepy too. But I guess they were talking about big asses and mine came up. B said something along the lines of "your ass is definitely a black person's ass, or two" um.. so I guess my ass is uh. ethnic? and... big enough to be...two? IT'S NOT THAT FREAKING BIG!! (god this is such a girl thing to be kvetching about)
Anyway it was sort of insulting that they were making fun of me behind my back...side...haha.
get it?
...so yeah I was already in a bad mood after all this uh..rather typical shit...
...we went into the ol' school lunch area, and passed uh... "some guy in a nintendo shirt" @_o and "S" started laughing. (...B and S...that's fuckin hilarious)...
anyway she started laughing and I got paranoid that she was going to say, or do something to "some guy in a nintendo shirt" for the express purpose of embarrassing me, and I said "what the hell is so funny?" ... annnnd S pushed me or hit me or something in the back, and started saying something about how I shouldn't have an attitude about it or something, or a bad attitude, or something, and she and B glided off while I was trying to figure out how to explain myself...and I glided off outside to find somewhere to have a short cry...which actually took a moment...because it was wet outside and I couldnt find anywhere to just sit down for a second x___x; the crying thing didnt really happen, so I went and got my bag from the table (they did their best to ignore me walking up, getting my backpack, and leaving), and ate somewhere else...
...so...okay I can see why S would get annoyed. Because I didn't say "what's so funny," I said "what the hell is so funny?" which has more of an attitude-y feel to it. I can understand that, and I can see how it could have been my fault.
But I don't know, her retaliation was pretty harsh...
She didn't even look like her anymore, she was just some stranger, that had just told me off or something in public. @_O; Anyone know what I mean? Sometimes a person just has this mean cold look on their face, and they don't look like the same person anymore.
...anyway I don't know how to handle this one. I don't know if I should just let it go and try and make nice, and make with the telephone-apologies, or if I should let loose the revenge(yeah right), or if I should just wait and see how I feel later.
I'm not all baby-ish and depressed about it anymore since it was a while ago now... but it is bugging that shit out of me, of course.
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I should really work on my social skills.
at lunch today I sat with the infamous friends, or rather they sat with me, I got there first. I had my eyes closed and they thudded their belongings onto the table to give announcement of their arrival I guess. Like a minute or two after they sat down, "B" suddenly asked "So who was that girl were you with at Taco Time last night?" ((haha, that'd be you, MissSpazz)).. o.O; I'm sure she was just curious...we all get curious of random unfamiliar people...and I'm sure it's just terrifying to see me with a stranger at ol' taco time.
But it was kind of creepy oO; I felt a TAD interrogated. Just a tad. Really. So I gave a short explanation, and B said something about me being forbidden to associate with other people...which you know, was a joke, but it had that creepy "how much of a joke was it really" undertone that seems to come about at bad times. Blah.
¬__¬ apparently when she saw me come in, B said "Oh look, Dominique made a friend" to her coworker... oo;; in that uh... "what a shock sort of way"
Aha for your information, B, Spazz and I are DEADLY ENEMIES!
...But that awkwardness aside...
apparently B and her co-workers were also talking about my ASS earlier that day...
Yeah. my ass, my actual ass. Thaaat's a tad creepy too. But I guess they were talking about big asses and mine came up. B said something along the lines of "your ass is definitely a black person's ass, or two" um.. so I guess my ass is uh. ethnic? and... big enough to be...two? IT'S NOT THAT FREAKING BIG!! (god this is such a girl thing to be kvetching about)
Anyway it was sort of insulting that they were making fun of me behind my back...side...haha.
get it?
...so yeah I was already in a bad mood after all this uh..rather typical shit...
...we went into the ol' school lunch area, and passed uh... "some guy in a nintendo shirt" @_o and "S" started laughing. (...B and S...that's fuckin hilarious)...
anyway she started laughing and I got paranoid that she was going to say, or do something to "some guy in a nintendo shirt" for the express purpose of embarrassing me, and I said "what the hell is so funny?" ... annnnd S pushed me or hit me or something in the back, and started saying something about how I shouldn't have an attitude about it or something, or a bad attitude, or something, and she and B glided off while I was trying to figure out how to explain myself...and I glided off outside to find somewhere to have a short cry...which actually took a moment...because it was wet outside and I couldnt find anywhere to just sit down for a second x___x; the crying thing didnt really happen, so I went and got my bag from the table (they did their best to ignore me walking up, getting my backpack, and leaving), and ate somewhere else...
...so...okay I can see why S would get annoyed. Because I didn't say "what's so funny," I said "what the hell is so funny?" which has more of an attitude-y feel to it. I can understand that, and I can see how it could have been my fault.
But I don't know, her retaliation was pretty harsh...
She didn't even look like her anymore, she was just some stranger, that had just told me off or something in public. @_O; Anyone know what I mean? Sometimes a person just has this mean cold look on their face, and they don't look like the same person anymore.
...anyway I don't know how to handle this one. I don't know if I should just let it go and try and make nice, and make with the telephone-apologies, or if I should let loose the revenge(yeah right), or if I should just wait and see how I feel later.
I'm not all baby-ish and depressed about it anymore since it was a while ago now... but it is bugging that shit out of me, of course.
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I should really work on my social skills.
