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oO becky and shayne ar evil...

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I feel like I'm tripping on all kinds of chemicals.
I'm like hyper. I should calm down. and stop saying HORRIBLY EMBARRASSING STUFF ON AIM! Seriously, what crack am I doing? Uggggh.

Okay, so, do I have anything relevant to say... do I ever have anything relevant to say. I guess I havent been doing much in the way of interesting thought lately.

I'm a zombie. o-o;

Zommmmmmbiiiieeeeeeeeeeee....zombie!


...Don't know what the fuck that was about, but ok.

I'm just going to stop typing and come back when I have something more constructive to say.

... Hmmm

I don't post enough of my shitty poems...

This is oh so familiar
Here I go again
I'm lying
Lying down
Thinking of him

I'm melthing into a dream
I can't seem to escape
This dream pulls me down
To relive every mistake
The ones I try not to face

This is oh so dumb
Here I am again
I'm crying
Crying over
Crying over him

I'm screaming in my sleep
Because I can't get away
I've sunken far too deep
In this dream
I'm stuck and I hate it

This is too much
Here I go again
All the memories
The memories
I had, or never had with him

I'm fighting hard to get out of the dream
But I can't escape
I can't escape
My mind's a torture chamber
Both when I'm asleep,
And when I finally wake

When I close my eyes this time
Let me think of something safe
Don't let my thoughts drift to the 'ex'
As I fall asleep
Until I wake

oo; Yeah.